Sick Again

I wanted to write about ill health, my ill health. Since sinking into illness again this time, I've decided to give myself a break.  I have what is commonly called chronic fatigue syndrome. If I were to name it, I would say that I am very sensitive. Whatever. I get sick a lot. I've tried everything. I've beaten myself up for years for "not figuring it out." People with cerebral palsy, for instance, probably don't need to do this to themselves. Do I believe that it is spiritually related? Yes. Does that make me any more able to "figure it out?" Apparently not. This is me, this is how my body is.