Okay, it's one thing to be me: intense, driven, out there. But I'm used to myself. I often sympathize with Dave for being the person who is with me. When I committed to doing this (i.e. it was no longer just an idea), we both freaked out I think. I was panic-stricken at the thought of being so exposed. He did not like the idea of sharing his woman that way.
When I understood where his discomfort was coming from it was easier for me. I had thought it was about him thinking I was crazy and I have big issues with being dismissed that way.
Looking at the tape and photos from the event makes me very happy that I am going to be the wife of this man. In his eyes I see real love, respect and support. How he felt hasn't been a big subject of conversation (I did ask but perhaps you hadn't heard about men and how they aren't overly motivated to talk about their feelings?). But I know that I am supported and it means a great deal to me. Maybe he'll comment about it on the blog one day.
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